Hi roses. Those games sound really stressful!! I would have been very anxious about them too.

My anxiety started way, way back. I can remember as a very young child not wanting to leave my mother for any reason. As I got a little older this developed into not wanting to go to bed, not wanting to go to school, not wanting to go to other childrens' houses etc. I've had anxiety around going to sleep (not being able to go to sleep) since early childhood. This went on until I was about 13 or 14. Then it got better for quite a while.