((((((( HUGS )))))))

I feel your pain, for I too love animals.... I have 4 dogs and I know I will be crushed when one of the them passes away. Try to find some PEACE & JOY within the other cats that are still around and still need you as a friend and a companion.... go to the safety of the arms of your husband when you need to CRY - he loves you.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -