I have to see a dentist today at an emergency appointment for a really terrible toothache. I'm scared of pain meds guys, really scared. I don't want to put that in my body. I know if a doctor prescribes it, it won't ruin my sobriety as long as I take as directed. I've got a call into my sponser and another friend in the program, but I'm scared. I have to get this out. I don't want to take pain meds but this pain is really bad, and who knows what they're gonna do to my mouth today.....I'll keep you updated, thanks for letting me get this out.

~Rayna