Yum I'm going to try this.

I definitely do feel sick, actually. Or at least really really tired. I am super bad at identifying how I feel physically...once I ended up spending a week in the hospital for a kidney infection (literally near death by the time I went to the ER) because it took me that long to figure out I was sick...even with high fevers and a bunch of other symptoms

The selective mutism is interesting...I wonder if that was what was going on when I was back in high school? Because I really really don't think I was sick then, but I definitely couldn't talk for months. ???