That's how I've been feeling lately. T is SO encouraging and always makes me feel like I can get past whatever we might be working on, or can do whatever I'm doubting, etc. But lately we have been talking about some TOUGH stuff and I just give up. I shut down. I don't feel. I don't do my "homework". I don't write when I'm feeling overwhelmed(which she suggested). I have an appt tuesday and I don't even want to go because I feel like she has all these high hopes for me and I am failing her. Or she will think that I just didn't try. I don't know. I just can't do anything lately. I don't even want to.