I relise i'm reply on myself right now but what the heck...
I'm unstressed and feeling somewhat better now...
I'm thinking about going to talk to the student guiding about the learning... See if i can get any tips or hear what they say... I defently don't want to quite i'm just at loss as how i can move forward best now and all...

Anyway thanks for the help... you've been to kind, everybody i've talked to upto now...