Am I so bad, , , ,
Why am i like this. . . .
These feelings are enhancing and making me even more sad. . . .
I don't know how to describe my feelings right now. Not in a mood to even pick up my friends calls. . . .
Feels horrible, Thinking about why i'm here and what i am. . . .
World would be so much better if i wouldn't have been here or had i been like everybody else. . . .
They say im special in what ways,
I don't think im special, Had i been special then when i got chances to reach the height i could hv gone ahead with them easily but i couldn't. . . .
Why can't i just be what i want to be. . . . Why do i have to hear certain girl is a certain something and im nothing. . . .
Why? ? ? ?
It pains really feels as if someone just stabbed me. . . .