My condition is almost as worse as your's. . . .
So i don't know what to advice you. . . .
Well i hope u can get over depression. . . .
What are your hobbies?
What makes you happy?
try to do things u love to do and which will make u happy. . . .
If u like watching tv or playing games, or be with pets, , , , pets can really be great companion and help your mood get better. . . .