These decisions are so hard. I don't know what things are like in your area. In our area, there are mobile vets which can travel to people's homes in a specially-equipped van. If for some reason you think your cat needs to be examined or even euthanized, but you don't want to put it through a trip in the car, these traveling vets can make that easier. My friends have used them here to euthanize their pets, and reduce the stress for everyone at that very difficult time. If that sort of service is available where you are, I thought I might mention it to you as an option to consider. My thoughts are with you at this very difficult time.

Thinking of you,
ErinBear