do what you are best at and believe in yourself . You can create something that is truely one of a kind and just you. Write, build and create something that only you can do. I had a friend who after years of self abuse, quit his job and traveled 5 states to "find himself without drugs or alcohol" After 2 years he came home a different person. He found a job in a fast food place (totally out of his league) and lived in a one room shack, met some nice people and totally changed his way of life and his perspective of life as he thought it should be. No one could believe the change in him or his ability to grasp the conflicts of his life. Hope you make out fine as for me I just may travel........