HI I have BP as well, and that is how I feel everyday....I HATE food all the time but have incredible urges to eat a lot at one time and then, well you know. I have had bulimia since the age of 13, and living with it is HELL...... I don't give the best advice, however, I will say to you, being that a friend of mine was much like you....developed a hate for food...... maybe you should just see someone to make sure you are not developing one. Just to be safe. Hope everything goes well with you.