I have looked into the Salvation Army to help us with food. Since I'm paying all of the bills and am starting over in debt from him, I am really limited,but while there I checked out some childrens activies for my daughter. She is going to be a Sun Beam. I was a Sun Beam when I was little. LOL, this is too cute. She is so excited. This will be her a chance to meet other friends and do some fun activities outside of the house,and who knows maybe I'll meet some friends too. I don't have any, gods knows that I need them. I don't know why, but I often wonder what my ex is doing, or rather who he's doing. I don't know why I still care. I feel dumb, but I'd by lying if I didn't. He is really handsome and a charmer. If you met him you'd think she was a great guy, extremely handsome and charming. Jack of all trades, including stealing your heart and breaking it in half and moving on. I found out on one of our break ups, we were still talking etc.....and he must messing around with other women. He didn't miss me or grieve or anyone. Just moved onto the next one. While the year we were seperated I was with one man, and dummy me felt guilty. Like why is I trying to be with someone else, when i clearly still in love with my ex., I was trying to make myself move on. But I have to be very careful. I have my daughter and want to make sure the next one is responsible and a good hearted person. I don't want to repeat this mess. It hurts like HE**!!!!!!!!