((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( twinnie )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

you poor thing you were reduced to doing LAUNDRY?!?!?!

how about just going this time and not preparing? I know that's asking a LOT. but not directing it in advance might help you get into areas that might have been blocked out otherwise.... you think? Speaking for myself of course, but who knows, maybe worth considering.

Many calm, quiet, smiling and confident hugs for you. You will do great.