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Originally Posted by Suratji
In order to not be triggered by emotions during session, the past two weeks I've taken a klonopin in order to stay 'in charge' and detached. I still discuss my emotions and events in my life, but more as a scientist than as the subject. If it weren't so obvious to T, I would prefer to refer to myself in the third person. She doesn't know that I've been taking klonopin.
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Oh suratji, I will spare you my opinionizing as you've already said it all here! But IMO it is impossible to take klonopin or any other substance and do therapy at the same time. I know though, sometimes we don't even want therapy, we just want to sit with someone who accepts us. Anyhow.
I hope that you can survive the upcoming break in ur support system ok
Please share with her what you are feeling about it. It is ok to feel that way. You are coming so so far. How about telling her about being afraid to run away from home.