I know sometimes I get concerned because I'm not happy all or even most of the time--but it is the nature of the disease to rob the joy out of life. Set happy aside for a moment--are there things that you can do that make you feel content? Is there something you can do that will stretch you, that you'll feel accomplished at achieving? Sometimes, it's too much to be happy, but that doesn't mean you have to be miserable.

Posting this is a good start. Writing is an excellent therapy for me. Usually, if I can express how I'm feeling in words, it's not as big of a deal anymore. Good luck, Mo0nshadow!