I'm 43 and I suffer from depression and attachment disorder. I got married to a man 2 years ago that is 13 years older than me after dating for only 4 mos. For 11 years prior I remained celebate because of my faith. My husband has 0 interest in sex. When we were dating I thought we were waiting for the wedding night. Since then it has been maybe once a month and very quick. I know it's not morally right to cheat but I am struggling so bad. My ex and I have been in contact through FB and things have been heating up to the point that I'm trying to justify that it would only be 1 time and we would both go home to seperate parts of the country. (We're both from the same town that we just happen to both be going to on the same weekend-totally coinsidental.) I have been trying to weigh the pros and cons and if I can live with myself afterwards. I just need some advice and some prayers wouldn't hurt either.
Thank you,