i'm living a nightmare. son wouldn't talk to his t today, just layed on the couch and wouldn't even look at her. and then after his session he refused to leave. just stayed right there on the couch. she couldn't get him to get up either. eventually she told me to go downstairs and wait in the lobby. and after a while he came down. i don't know how she finally got him out of her office.

i am so exhausted. i can't deal with all this crap anymore. everyone must think i'm a lousy mother who has no control over her child. and they're right.

walking through the walmart parking lot, saw a car coming, all i could think was "please hit me please hit me please hit me" which of course they didn't.

i'm so done.