Wow..same stuff going on with me sometimes. Just feeling straight out ****** and in need, huh? :/

When you need to cry, do it. Write things down, listen to music, etc..try different things and I'm sure something will work for you to just let things out. Then, there are always people you can talk to online, of course! =p Even if sometimes it's better to have contact, we try. =}

Don't feel stupid for things you can't control, or asking for help. It's the best thing you can do! Best wishes, and if you need to talk, I'm here. (: