I am very very withdrawn at the moment. I am married with a small cuddly kid and normally am social and affectionate with them.

At the moment I am pushing my husband away and am really not myself.

I dont mean to be like this but its how I feel and I dont know how to change it.

Is this normal? I often cancel going out type things but am just not even wanting to be around my family.

He doesnt understand whats going on and often says really unhelpful things while trying to BE helpful. He seems to take my brokenness as his personal failure and doesnt understand me at all.

I dont want to push him away I love him. But I just have trouble with being close and he wants to cuddle me to make me feel better and I just want to be alone. Which is very unlike me, even depressed.

Anyone hazard a guess?