Thanks Roman Sunburn for your encouragement. Me and my bf had I long talk I explained to him that I was upset about what happened and he apologized. My bf is a hot mess somethings with his sz. Its challenging for sure. I will just need to try to open up the communication with him more. Instead of waiting for him to talk about things. Maybe that will help. i dont know. ill try to explore my options with him. thanks again for listening :-)