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Old May 03, 2011, 07:08 AM
Gilead Gilead is offline
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Originally Posted by eveshifter View Post
Apparently my PTSD symptoms are coming back. I've been molested twice and raped once. I always thought that the rape I experienced was nothing, but I had a flashback, for the first time in my life, of it. The flashback occurred after several weeks of irritability and mental instability. Anyway this came out of nowhere. I don't understand why this is happening to me, I really felt like it was nothing. I just... can anyone shine a light onto why this is happening now? Can anyone give me advice on dealing with the flashbacks, irritability, and other symptoms. Also I am on meds. I take:
Trileptal, Invega, Lexapro, and Adderall.
My panic disorder seems to have returned as well.
Thanks for listening, I really needed to get this out there.
-Alexandra

The meds I know nothing about. The panic and the flashbacks are related. When I get into those states I try to distract myself with literally anything to stop thinking. Sometimes I lose and sometimes I win.

Can you identify what is making you irritable? Have your meds changed at all recently? I wish there was something concrete I could say to make it go away for you but it's different with everyone. Are you in therapy?

Keep posting - if nothing else you may gain some insights from your own words.

I'm really sorry and you are in my thoughts...wish I could be more helpful...
Thanks for this!
eveshifter, shezbut