she said that i would feel better about the story i told her.that it isnt a sectate any more and that i shared it with her and i need to see that i am nolonger alone in it and that now it can and will go away.but it hasnt and that scares me it just seems to be at the forfront of everything making me feel yuck.is that normal she said it will go away but it doesnt and that scares me a lot