hi tryin,

I can see what you are saying.................... not wanting to go to hospital and all, but what about your safety. If you cant speak to T who can you tell when things are bad. Like Sarah im hoping that there is someone else around for you to share with.

If your T says they would %#@&#! you off if it was a toss up between that and your safety, it sounds to me like they really do care about you and at all costs want you to be safe.