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Old May 03, 2011, 08:22 AM
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Originally Posted by sittingatwatersedge View Post
Peaches I could have written almost every word of this... i hope it helps a little to hear that someone really gets what you are going through, i do get it. hang on ....

you are working hard, consciously and subconsciously. it's difficult work.


Sittingatwatersedge,

Thanks for recognizing the hard work. It IS hard! I really try to figure things out. I try to understand what's going on with myself. But sometimes I feel contradictory and confusing things. Or, more often than not, i find out i've misinterpreted something my t said or did. I get frustrated with myself because I do try very hard in therapy, and yet i don't seem to make alot of progress in breaking through my dysfunctional patterns. At least i am learning to recognize them. But i know i need to change also.