My mental problems have taken away everything that might have been important to me. I couldn't finish high school because I couldn't concentrate in class. I tried to replace it with sports (karate), but now I can't do well in my karate class either, because the meds drain me of all energy. The Olanzapine has also made me gain weight and now I'm getting obsessed with that too. I think I might be developing an ED on top of Bipolar. AND I'm having suicidal thoughts again!

I feel worthless and pathetic