i know i have been going through a lot lately in therapy and it kind of sucks and i haven't been great on posting.or just getting people mad at me .but i am kind of feeling like everyone here hates me and i just want to say I'm sorry and to please don't hate me i wont be such a pain for long i hope and if i am please tell me instead of hate me i promise i wont get mad,i love all you guts here and i know even though i may never meet you all in person i need you all and PC in my life.you all mean so much to me.i know i can be kind of selfish and kind of stupid in my responses but i do care and hope i can get better at it someday when i know and understand as much as some here. it is probably just all the stuff i am going through in therapy and my life that is making me feel this way.i guess i just am being selfish and needing reassurance and wanted to let you all know how much help you ALL are and how much i need.especially these daysi'm sorry and sending you all big hugs