So today I went to town for therapy, but mostly to see this new guy who is so into me. Well, during my lunchbreak we took a walk and were just talking about anything and everything. When we got back we were behind the building smoking and just chatting away...then he kissed me! It was so great!

He knows all about my bf and everything and understands the situation. He just doesn't understand how I can be with such a lazy, close-minded person. Actually, neither can I. He's a swinger. Did I ever mention that?

Since I have always had trouble committing to just one person, I figure what could it hurt? I mean, I was always taught that you HAVE to be faithful to just one person and anything else was so terrible but somewhere I know it's not. I mean it's not written in stone anywhere that I've found. So I'm gonna venture into uncharted territory with the swinger lifestyle. I think it will probably fit me better than anything I've ever been into. He's gonna take me to a swinger's club as soon as he can.

I know I'll like it. I mean how can a person go wrong when they can't stay faithful...like if I'm seeing a woman I cheat on her with a guy, when I'm with a man I cheat on him with a girl...so why not do both at the same time?

I know a lot of people are against this kind of thing, but I'm trying to do what I'm capable of and what makes me happy. Is that so wrong?