silver it is because of the homeless day centres that i am feeling like this, to get any of the services they allegedly supply you have to speak to unqualified assesment officers so everyday i am having to rehash everything over and over and it is getting me down big time,

the mental assesment team i saw this week were more interested in 5 year old records, when i last had an assesment with them, than what has / is happening now. it is relentless, but i have to do it just to get the next referal to the next stage, without them i would be back to square one,

the point i was trying to make yesterday was no matter what i say to these people it doesnt matter, they dont care, it is just more paper work for them, they are going threw the motions, and i am literaly and figurativly going threw the grinder, i thought i was mentally strong enought to cope with all this, i was wrong.