(((((((((((((kimmydawn))))))))))))))))))
i wish i knew the right words for you, the answers to your questions. i can only say that i know. i know about asking why and wondering how things all seemed to have come together in my life in such a way that what i went through was inevitable and unavoidable. i ask why, but almost as often, what if? what if my grandfather had lived longer? what if i hadnt been left alone with that horrible *&%$ ? what if i'd told someone? what if i'd just been born into a different family?
i know what it is to be plagued by unanswered questions. why me. what if.
just wanted you to know that i care and wish i could take your pain away.