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If you are purging so often that you are throwing up blood, perhaps it's time to consider inpatient care.

I have a friend who knows someone who died years ago from her esphagus abruptly rupturing when she was purging. Eating disorders are not something to take lightly...they can be a matter of life and death. I know how hard it is to just "stop", because I suffered from EDs for years.

I don't mean to be scary, but I'm surprised your T isn't taking it more seriously. I feel worried for you