Well done for sharing some of that stuff. I am often feel really scared about going, but once I am there it feels OK. I have all sorts of fears about what he may ask, how he might react etc. but actually I am beginnning to start to trust that it will always be OK and he will know when to challenge me and when to back off. I'm not sure that it makes it any easier for me to get past the freezing, numbness, fogginess, but I am sticking with it for now.

Good luck tomorrow, I'm with you too.