Is it not amazing how many ppl are affected by this nasty part of depression? So far my "accidents" still look like accidents, but how long I can keep that up is unknown. I would like to stop but it seems I cannot. I am currently harboring several injuries but they are getting harder and harder to hide.....
Am living med free and doc free, not by choice but b/c I live so far from any docs and have litterally tried all the meds but a very old group the local general docs are unwilling to experiment with..... sux dont it?

I cannot believe all the posts here that mirror my own feelings and actions, I know that is said many times but it is almost frightening how close you posts are to my life in "the real world"
Anyway thanks for all the posts I am trying to learn from you all how to stop.

"Show me a sane man and I will cure him for you."

Carl Gustav Jung