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just freaked out at my son's school bookfair. it's held in their tiny little library, so there's books everywhere, and people everywhere, and i couldn't move because of that. standing in line i started having trouble breathing and started feeling really panicky. i usually don't get actual panic attacks, but i do panic when i can't move. i'm still fighting back tears, still trying to get my breathing back to normal. my hands are shaking like crazy.
another day feelng like crap. can't cope.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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