i can tell you one thing that would make me feel safer with a stranger ...he isnt trying to make me deal with a lot of painfull thoughts and feelings.

i hope you didnt SI bad and dont worry about it i bet you T will be understanding about it.No idea what is going on other than work stuff?

ill be thinking about you tomorrow and i hope you will be able to go to T with an open heart and maybe get some support about what may be going on with the anger and SI