still can't sleep. i suppose i have to give another day or so for the zoloft to get out of my system, i hope that's it, although most of the other noticable side effects are already gone. i hope it is not just pure anxiety now that is keeping me up, given all the nonsense from the work issue.

i feel like alex keaton in that episode of family ties when he had insomnia, where he was afraid that he had forgotten how to sleep. i feel as if my body just doesn't remember how to initiate the sleep cycle anymore.

so frustrating, i keep struggling and working towards getting past this, working out of the symptoms of depression and hoping the depression itself will pass... but things just seem to be getting worse and worse. not the depressioin getting worse really, about the same but not better, but external stresses getting worse and worse. friendships, money, home, etc.

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-- Dave
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