((((((((((WePow))))))))))

Ya know WePow, for me it takes much more strength to let tears fall then it does to keep them in- just let them fall WePow- It'll be ok. Don't you think it would release some of that tension you're feeling and maybe make things a little more bearable if you did? I know you're feeling frustrated and lonely and overwhelmed, I can feel it in what you write, but you're not alone. You have T, even if you're not in his physical presence, he's still with you. You have written so many wonderful, loving things about him. You two have a very special relationship. And you have so many peoploe here that love you and care about you and want to see you happy and healthy. You have your SO who cares so much about you that she'll talk to you at 5am to make sure you're doing ok on your way to work.

WePow- It makes me sad to think that someone that has helped so many people here is struggling so badly right now. I feel kinda helpless and I know my words aren't poetic or motivational or necessarily helpful, but, they are from my heart. Please don't be sad. There really are lots and lots of people here that care about you. I hope you feel better really soon.