realized i hadn't showered in a week. took a shower. took me 45 minutes. i just don't have the energy to move.
don't want to deal with anything anymore. don't want to deal with the kids, and the house, and the finances, and all those million appointments. just wnat to disapper.
__________________
As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
|