Hello Beth,

I think that going to the hospital is a horrible experience to. I don't blame you for wanting to keep that secret to yourself, to avoid hospitalization.

But I would not hold all that inside. It's a bad low to feel that way, and it truly helps to relieve that by talking about it.

I'd talk to a close friend, or even come here. Don't allow it to eat you up.......that how "that" happens.

Let us know.
Desirae