I'm sorry you found out that way. I think you need to talk to your T about how he came to that diagnosis. If youre looking for info on bpd I would suggest the bpd forum here is a good place to start. There are lot experiences of what it is like to live with bpd. There is loads of stuff on the internet too but you should be selective about which sites you get onto. There are also lots of books on bpd which I find helpful. With any new diagnosis we will have questions about it and I think the best person to speak to is your so he can clarify for you. There is tons of support on the bpd forum too.