Well... I'm trying not to add to my depression on this...

my plan and attempts to do some "self-care" have gone wrong. The pharmacist did call my MD for a regular Ambien script... and when I went in to get it (and y refill of migraine med) the MD hadn't given it to them. So the pharmacist on duty called my MD to be sure... nope, she won't.

I told the pharmacist to make a note in my file, so if the police find me out in the middle of the night doing something illegal... I've complained about the effects of the medicine already.

What the hay.... my main concern now is that the MD, thinking I'm drug seeking, will not renew even the CR...and leave me with nothing.

I'm tired of trying