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Originally Posted by zooropa
Mostly I'm just tired and wish I could go to bed now and sleep until I wake up with a different temperament and/or a different brain.  In some ways I'm just starting to recognize how different I am from other people. How not everyone feels so empty or so fragmented. How not everyone needs someone else to be a context for them to exist in. |
Yup, this is super sad. I've had that "I am such a bad/ different person" feeling before too. It is usually a big upheaval like this that brings it on. But the truth is it's really just some of the time.