You state,"I feel sad and lonely"....."I can't believe he hasn't called."..and ask...."Am I that worthless?"...."Just to stop like that...."....yet you wanted him to go in the first place....

Yet your posts leading to this one contain these statements:

Tried to break up with him a couple times.

I've decided to end it

Asked for key back.

He may be unstable enough to bother me or make trouble for me.

He really is being abusive

Criticizes me

Withholds sex

Chats exes

You dated outside the relationship too.

He's insanely jealous....paranoid too (see above )maybe thats why.

Snoops thru caller id

'grills me'

Has no job...pill pops,pot smokes,disabled,can't hold a job,hides face book friends.....

Jokes about maybe you should move on....squeezed your neck...

I decided to end it.


Do you see the contrast between how you felt before you needed him to go....and now that you've gotten your wish?

Have you been abused as a child?....and in previous relationships?....

This is just for you to reflect and go inside and ask some questions about sorting these mixed feelings....and maybe asking yourself why you tolerated so much prior to ending it...and why you felt abandoned once you succeeded in removing him.What do you think about these things?