Im not sure where to post this, but I just wanted to say that I saw my PCP today got a referral for a therapist and got some meds.
Generic
paxil
xanax

I think it is a good time that I went, I am scared my boyfriend is about to break up with me after finals next week.
He has been distant and I know that this break up (if it happens) will bring me down.

I txt him last night I loved him, because he did not tell me, and he always txts me it. The past few times I said it first he said it back.
Well he never responded to my txt... I know maybe he is just busy working, but deep down I feel that maybe he just cant say it, if he is planing to break up.
I just dont know what to do. Im so tired I cant even feel right now. I am numb.

Maybe I have just been so stressed about him and the relationship lately, my body just cant do it anymore? Am I spent on emotion?