...I have none! I guess I was just nominated to be a moderator at another site, but I have no confidence at all. I'm really excited about doing it and everything, it's just that my lack of confidence is creeping in.

And my lack of confidence affects every area of my life. I think I have nothing to offer, no intelligence, no qualities, etc. Like I want to go back to college but I think I'd never make it because basically I'm too stupid. The same thing with getting a job. I think no one will hire me or even consider me for a job...too stupid to do anything, really.

I have absolutely no confidence in myself that I can accomplish anything, no matter what it is. Being on SSI is the only way I see that I can do anything. I don't think I have any skills at all.