WOW... that sounds like me 100%
I am so sorry that you are going through this, I know the feeling, and its almost crippling. I wake up every morning and feel so sad because I feel like I'm dying, like I have some disease or something, I have felt like this for about 3 or 4 months now, sometimes better than others. I look at my kids and family and get so scared and so sad, I want to be there and watch them grow old. I have had som many blood tests and the docs try to reassure me that I am healthy, that all the dizziness, fatigue, headaches, nausea, feeling like I cna't breathe, ITS ALL ANXIETY. SO hard to believe that anxiety can do so much to ones body and mind. Me feeling so sick all the time, thats whats causing the fears to kick in, I truly hope you can find peace with this, I wouldn't wish this on anyone. If you ever need to talk pm me. I completely understand what you are feeling and going through.