Please find someone to talk to. I wish I could be there for you in real time but I want you to know that I am here. Please PM me should you want to.

I am sorry that you are finding you feel you have to cut but many of us relapse at times. If you are struggling lookinjg for other copying skills please read the post at the top of the page.

Again, reach out to people. Take care and feel free to PM me any time.