I hope you can find a way to crawl out of the depression pit, dear and sweet Aza.

You are worth so much more than this depression makes you think. Depression is hard... knocks us completely off of our feet sometimes. You mean a lot to me. I think you are so wonderful and kind. Please PM me if you want to talk about anything, ok? I'm here for you! Oh, and I noticed your fan as well.
Love, Jenn