Hey Abby,

I understand the feeling like a complete and total idiot but T's can't read your mind and if you don't tell her and your doc what you are going through, no one can help you. They will not abandon you, they are there to help you. If you are really worried maybe right her a note or tell her over a period of sessions, a little at a time. It is normal and actually healthy to be attached to your T. If you are not attached at some point, they may be unable to help you. Trust takes a little more time and work. As far as "is what you are feeling normal"? I am not the one to answer that question. I don't think anyone is "normal". Feelings just are.............if you bury them or ignore them they only get stronger. You have to walk right through them to figure out the meaning and there is ALWAYS a meaning behind them. Good luck to you! (((((hugs)))))