I relize this is quite late. I have PTSD yet seem to avoid this catagory for some reason. As it has been said Just about anyone with PTSD can ideatify with this. I can not take anti-depressants, it quite hard to get it though the heads of the medical sociity that anti-depressants are not a one size fits all cure all. I had some success by going to the psych central newsletter and printing all the letters that had evidence that andi depressants were not the best solution for everyone. I don't bother talking to my PCP any more for any reason, she looks at me and see's "mentally Ill" I once had a great PCP who treated me as a person, but thats a different story. I looked for a T who specilized in trama and finly found one. Life has been much better, but it was hard for a long time. I think it is great you admit your anger so openly, I have trouble with that. good luck, I hope things are better for you now. You know what is best for you. Good luck.