Hello Sparkle and welcome to the boards

I am so sorry you have had such a hard time with your life so far. Yes you are a different person but do not be ashamed at who you are. You are not alone in your struggles.

I do think that you should talk with your doctor and be referred to a good therapist and /or pdoc who can help you through your thoughts and work through this.

Reaching out to us here is a terrific big step and it shows how much courage you have. Stay strong and keep us posted.


Heather